Showing posts with label music. Show all posts
Showing posts with label music. Show all posts

Friday, June 17, 2011

A Few of My Favorite Things...


21. Walking the beach shore at dawn/dusk with the water hitting against my feet


22. Eskimo Kisses-the way noses gently touch before a kiss


23. The feeling after a good workout


24. Quilting with my mother


25. Wrapped up in a homemade quilt/blanket on a cold day


26.Porch Swings-relaxing, reading, or cuddling


27. Rockithing on to music, dancing like a dork when nobodys watching


28. Singing silly songs with my sister Christina over Heytell app on our iphones (thank you Terren lol)


29. lift hugs


30. Piggyback rides, or being able to run & leap on someone at random without fear of killing them


31. Hugging a cup of hot herbal tea warming my hands with the steam hitting against my face


32. Expressing myself through writting either by hand written letters, stories, or a blog


33. Photo booth pictures & just taking goofy pictures with friends in general






































34. Sitting outside coffee shops drinking coffee with friends, just talking


35. Creek, lakes, rivers & the sound of the water


36. laying barefoot in the soft grass


37. my cat going spastic around the house at random moments

running man dance
38. Dancing the running man


39. cross necklaces and pearls


40. Painting/drawing

Friday, April 8, 2011

embrace the inner turtle

*Originally written on October 17th, 2010*

Today I went for a run outside, I had just eaten & decided to take it easy this time for at least a bit (till I digested some lol), but God used it as my lesson this time.

These past few weeks, maybe even months, He's been really pushing me to relax lately, He reminded me of the 23rd Psalms first 3 verses last weekend, & they come back to mind today:

1The LORD is my shepherd;
         I shall not want.
 2 He makes me to lie down in green pastures;
         He leads me beside the still waters.
 3 He restores my soul;
         He leads me in the paths of righteousness
         For His name’s sake.

the part I just noticed is the makes me part...He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters.   Sometimes, God will make you to rest, rest in Him, when you need it & won't stop. He will lead you to rest beside His heavenly life giving waters.  This is one of my true weaknesses, I never stop. Mentally, emotionally, physically, spiritually. I always am striving toward something. So this run, that's what I did, I just did a pleasant speed run & enjoyed nature, didn't expect some divine message, didn't try to break my speed records or push all I could out of myself, I just enjoyed it! The squirrels, the birds, sounds, colors of the leaves beginning to change.  The divine & active artwork created by the trees' shadows dancing across the road.  It brought back a song from a Disney movie (doesn't everything-if you're a girl at least).

Pocahontas "Colors of the Wind"

"You think you own whatever land you land on
The Earth is just a dead thing you can claim
But I know every rock and tree and creature
Has a life, has a spirit, has a name...
...Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
Or asked the grinning bobcat why he grinned?
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountains?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?
Come run the hidden pine trails of the forest
Come taste the sun-sweet berries of the Earth
Come roll in all the riches all around you
And for once, never wonder what they're worth"

This came to life to me as I ran today, a verse that comes to mind is Luke 19:37-40

'37 Then, as He was now drawing near the descent of the Mount of Olives, the whole multitude of the disciples began to rejoice and praise God with a loud voice for all the mighty works they had seen, 38 saying: 
      “‘Blessed is the King who comes in the name of the LORD!’[d]
      Peace in heaven and glory in the highest!”
39 And some of the Pharisees called to Him from the crowd, “Teacher, rebuke Your disciples.”
40 But He answered and said to them, “I tell you that if these should keep silent, the stones would immediately cry out.”'

While nature may not have a soul, they may not have a spirit like ours, they may not have the Holy Spirit within them, there is still enough of a spirit, or knowledge & God-awareness that they knew Christ, & who He really is. Sometimes I think even more so than we do!   There is a song, a hymn, my mother has sung to me that I love that really expresses this, better than I am.  For some reason, I really see, feel, & experience God in nature & its silent praises to the LORD but if I don't slow down to enjoy it, hear it, & hear Him IN it, I will miss the experience, the relationship, & the way He expresses His love for me & all the world...I will miss out on so much of what really adds a rich quality to life.

This is my Father's World
This is my Father's world,
and to my listening ears
all nature sings, and round me rings
the music of the spheres.
This is my Father's world:
I rest me in the thought
of rocks and trees, of skies and seas;
his hand the wonders wrought.
2. This is my Father's world,
the birds their carols raise,
the morning light, the lily white,
declare their maker's praise.
This is my Father's world:
he shines in all that's fair;
in the rustling grass I hear him pass;
he speaks to me everywhere.
3. This is my Father's world.
O let me ne'er forget
that though the wrong seems oft so strong,
God is the ruler yet.
This is my Father's world:
why should my heart be sad?
The Lord is King; let the heavens ring!
God reigns; let the earth be glad!

Moring Run Together

*Originally written on September 4th, 2010*

There is a spot in my heart that only you can fill

There is a spot in Your heart that only I can fill

Thank You for coming and filling my heart and for giving me the desire and drive to fill Yours...

[I've been reading  Captivating by John & Staci Eldredge and just finished the Romanced section where they talk about how God wants to be romanced and wants to romance us, He wants an intimate relationship and it really put a desire in me to be romanced by God and to try and see how He reaches out daily to show me His unwavering love]

As I began my morning run with the Lord today, I turned on my ipod and began to listen to my music when I felt the Lord tell me to turn it off, that He wanted to sing to me. At first I wondered if I should, but then decided I could turn it off for a little while and if I got tired of silence I could always turn it back on. I was amazed at the music He played for me, just for me.

The orchestra of different insects harmonizing themselves and the breeze whistling softly.  Water trickling as the triangles, frogs adding their beat.  And then I saw God as the great conductor, tuning them all perfectly, and tuning myself also, my feet adding a unique drumming that only I can drum...my breath rhythmically playing notes only I can preform, no one else. I was part of the grand orchestra!

I passed over an opening of the trees and saw the beautiful sky, this day He paints a much softer hue than last time, with such a gentle heavenly glow about it.

"be still and know Me, be still and know that I AM GOD"

As I run I am still with you Lord, Speak to my heart, fill my heart in such a way, such a place only You can fill...let me embrace You and fill Your heart in such a way, such a place that only I can fill. That I was created and woven together just to fill.

I suddenly just wish He could hold me, embrace me, bear me against His chest and let me listen to His heartbeat...and then I open my eyes and beheld how He reached out to me through every branch, trying to embrace me, hold me close to Him, grasp me so tightly and securely...and then I hear it. Amongst the crickets I hear His heart beat, beating along side mine, I feel the warmth that flows out from His chest.  We go a ways this way, Him holding me tightly and me releasing myself, finally opening myself up to Him and all He is, opening places within myself I don't open to anyone, I don't bear upon anybody, the silent places and I release them to him. I hand it all to Him and feel comforted.  Then I smell Him, oh how His scent is amazing!
Better than anything heaven or earth, I soaked it in, absorbed it within myself.  His music continues to play, sometimes as soft as a whisper and sometimes more robust as an opera!

I hear machines in the background, at first it troubles me, but He reveals to me how even the roughness plays a part in the song, for it brings out the majisty of the rest!

Now the tune switches, it changes from God playing just for me to nature singing His praises!  Oh the glorious music and solos from the birds, the grand choir of nature giving their all to show His glory and honor and majesty.  Showing their love and adoration to Him!  and yet still in the background His heart beats alongside my own.

I then begin to hear footsteps with mine, I glance behind me and see no one, we are alone, alone with nature, I am alone with the Lord.  I hear His feet running with mine now, and a smile forms on my face...then He runs past me, and as I turn the corner I see Him, His light brightly shining through the trees past the corner and I speed up to meet Him there.  As I'm running toward Him I realize how dark it had become...you never realize how dark the darkness truly is until you see the honesty of the light.

We run together again, His presence helps me press forward and after a while, we begin to race!  I feel his joy and laughter as we push ourselves faster, and then just slow down and laugh as He grasps me once more.

As I near the end of our run, I begin to slowdown and walk with Him, soak up more of Him before we're through, and He shows me all the glorious morning glories, oh how beautiful they are!  All the purple and white, and then I see this small blue morning glory all alone, radiating the love of God.

"You are unique" He tells me "Small but mighty through Me! You are far more beautiful then these"

Thank you for filling my heart Lord, thank you for revealing Yours to me and allowing me to fill it in such a way that only I can fill. Thank you for spending Your time, Your morning with me, for wanting to spend Your morning romancing me!  Showing me Your love, your beauty and splendor!