Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Preform a Work in & Through Me...

I want to be a better person than I am...

& I can only do that through Christ Jesus my Lord and Savior...

so I  pray, please Lord, guide to along a closer walk with thee, whisper in my ear...

teach me, forgive me for all the ways I have fallen short & help me grow...

use me...

Love me

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Charlotte's Web of Love

81. Charlotte Elizabeth Jernigan

I've always felt that Marie and I were in some way soul sisters.  Whereas sometimes you feel family has to love you out of obligation, she has always out of choice (although sometimes I have began to wonder why)

I think she's one of the few people that have managed to find my obnoxiousness and over-emotional tendencies more amusing than annoying at this point.  No matter what, she always has been & I know she always will be there for me. I can talk to her about anything and she always understands, and can generally make me smile no matter what my day has been like.  I am one of the few lucky people in this world to have known my best friend my entire life, and hope to continue to do so for the rest of it.

I love her art, and her love of art...I love her, but out of all of her artistic expressions, I love her little artwork hand-formed by the fingers of God our Father the most.

She is the most beautiful thing I think I've ever seen...

...inside and out, throughout her being.

I don't believe I have ever seen such a beautiful baby, such a beautiful lady for that matter.  Her smile has to be one of the most amazing things ever, her expression of pure joy.  While I know what I feel has no comparison to her mother, sometimes I feel I've had a child myself.  I can only hope that if God is willing to fix my hormones and allow me to have children one day, that I will be able to be the mother Marie is.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Gotta love it

61. holding hands, when my fingers are enwrapped around anothers, that certain someone rubbing his thumb softly.

62. wildflowers
63. walking around the fair with Marie

64. getting married one day to the my soul-mate God has out there for me

65. gentle breeze, especially near the water

66. Hot, steaming, brothy, vegetable soup

67. Having curves, having actual hips...being the pear body-shape God made me

68. Granny Squares

69. Double wedding ring quilts

70. cute fuzzy warm socks

71. someone playing with my hair

72. being wrapped in a beanie & scarf on a cold day

73. fresh untouched snow

74. icicles

75. undisturbed spider's web

76. Glittens, fingerless glove-mittens

77. Ducks

78. Otters

79. Strange & silly pointless facts

80. Having such strong passion, desires, feelings, & emotions

81. that perfect cute pair of heels that make you feel gorgous

82. a cute pair of boots

83. comfy sweater

84. Campfires & Fireplaces

85. Roasted Marshmallows