It's amazing how although written so long ago, it can really speak to me even now. I realize despite all my efforts I'm still battling the same self disapproval...but I still hold the same hope :) I can see how I've grown from then till now and look over some of my walk with the Lord.
I've really recently been wanting to start back on my morning studies with the Lord, and now after meeting some wonderful fitness-minded Christians I really want to work again on improving my health. While my trip to Florida was amazing and blessed, I ate so much crap I've really and how that effects my body. While I do believe in balance and moderation, I think I need to gain some moderation again. So I will be trying to eat healthy again, getting back into shape and treating my temple with the respect it deserves. Cause it's more then a bunch of crap I plop on the scale and get annoyed at once in awhile, it's me. It's His temple and artwork...while I won't go into writing all that again, It's amazing how the passions of others can ignite you the embers of a fire that once burned so much more fierce!
Just wait, one day maybe I will be a fitness model, or at least one day I'll be able to achieve every obstacle during a race.
Maybe one day I will look in the mirror and not find one single thing wrong with myself.