"My heart is overflowing with a good theme; I recite my composition concerning the King; My tongue is the pen of a ready writer." ~Psalm 45:1
dont kmow you, but based on this post there seems to be a deep sincerity in you that is rare and beautiful. The things you expressed are not so easy to convey. You reminded me of what I believed in. It is hard to read that and not think "me, I could be the one, I want the same thing" but it just isnt that simple. Im jealous of your wisdom. You seem to know what you want and need and won't compromise. That in itself is beautiful. Good luck to you and I hope u find what you are looking for.